There is:-The world I live in in Fort SmithLast week I sat on my sweet friend's porch in Fort Smith, and while chatting with her I received texts from college friends about the reunion, and texts from new friends in Lubbock. It felt like I had too many balls in the air. You may love lots of balls flying in unison, I juggle with just one. Yep, just one.
-The world I am moving to in Lubbock
-The world of my college days because I just got finished with a reunion
-The world of family because I'm visiting them in Florida (when I used to visit them in Arkansas, which is confusing as well...)
I am aware that would look weird.
After church this Sunday the pastor took us out to lunch and my husband started talking about a fellow college minister of ours. I had a good two minutes of complete confusion about why my husband would talk with the pastor about her, did he even know her? Where were we, are we talking about people in the same world?
Blank. Complete Blank.
It took me a good two minutes to catch up to the fact that yes, we were still in the same town as that college minister, and yes the pastor did know her. That's when I realized that my world was WAY too upside down right now. It also explains why my children are acting so strangely, we're dragging them through all these worlds as well. I don't feel stressed, but my body is telling me differently. My tongue has blisters all down the sides, it's as if every time I eat my body says "Knock, knock. You have NO idea what's going on in here".At our BSU (BCM) reunion this past weekend, the band played "Your Love Never Fails" by Jesus Culture, and even though I've heard it so many times, it truly touched something in my soul that I needed to be reminded of:
Nothing can separate Even if I ran away
Your love never fails
I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails
Chorus:
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There may be pain in the night but joy comes in the morning
And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone here in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails
The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails
You make all things work together for my goodGod reminded me that I don't have to be afraid. Even though the oceans are raging, His love never fails. He stays the same through the ages. Through all the "worlds", I will always have the number one lover of my soul.
Has God reminded you of this lately?




